Re: My Deepest Struggle

Re: My Deepest Struggle

After posting my last post I felt so free and light. I was absolutely terrified while filming that video and I almost didn’t post it. Now I’m so glad that I did. It was something that I knew I needed to do.

We all have a deep struggle. Nobody is perfect and sometimes I forget that. Making that video helped me put my guard down. I was able to connect with you guys on a deeper level. I struggle with letting people see the real me.

Before I end this post I want to show you guys these song lyrics. I had listened to this song before the video but now it means so much more.

You Say by Lauren Daigle

I keep fighting voices in my mind that say I’m not enough
Every single lie that tells me I will never measure up
Am I more than just the sum of every high and every low?
Remind me once again just who I am, because I need to know (ooh oh)You say I am loved when I can’t feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don’t belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
I believe The only thing that matters now is everything You think of me
In You I find my worth, in You I find my identity, (ooh oh)You say I am loved when I can’t feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
And You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don’t belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
Oh, I believe Taking all I have and now I’m laying it at Your feet
You have every failure God, and You’ll have every victory, (ooh oh)You say I am loved when I can’t feel a thing
You say I am strong when I think I am weak
You say I am held when I am falling short
When I don’t belong, oh You say that I am Yours
And I believe (I), oh I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
I believe Oh I believe (I), yes I believe (I)
What You say of me (I)
Oh I believe (oh)

How do you let your guard down?

P.S. If you want any questions you want answered in a post contact me on my contact page or write a question in the comments section. ❤

3 Tips For Improving Self Confidence

3 Tips For Improving Self Confidence

These days we teen girls struggle a whole lot with confidence. Sometimes I get pretty down about myself because I feel like I’m not cool enough or popular enough. I also don’t have social media so sometimes I feel out of the loop. In this post I’m going to share some tips on how I improve my self confidence.

1. Dress and Appearance

Photo Credit: My BFF

I feel a lot more confident when I wear one of my favorite outfits that are totally me. When I wear things that I think are cool I don’t feel as much myself. So for a week wear your favorite outfits that are totally you!

Now for appearance. I don’t wear makeup all the time but when I wash my face and deep condition my tight curls I feel just as beautiful as when I wear full face makeup. Try and go a day with little or no makeup and see how you feel!

2. Social Media

This is my actual home screen

So I don’t have social media. No Snapchat, Instagram, Twitter whatever. Sometimes it can be really hard because I feel left out and kind of weird. Then I realize that it’s nobody’s business whether or not you have social media. In fact, technology is so cool these days that you can personalize your phone and make it the you want. I am so much happier without social media because I’m not being inundated with pictures of other people’s “perfect” lives.

3. Personality

You may recognize that this character is from a show called the Backyardigans. This character’s name is Uniqua. Throughout the entire show you don’t know exactly what she is. That doesn’t matter though because she knows who she is and is confident in her skin. There is a quote that I saw once that says, “You were born an original, don’t die a copy.”- John Mason. I looove this quote!

As a blogger you have to find your niche. You don’t want your blog to be the same as everyone else’s. Each of us has a niche (personality).

To start, think about stuff that you love to do like music, singing, dance, soccer, art, computer programming? This is a piece of your personality! Next, ask people you are close to about your unique qualities. You’ll be surprised to see yourself from other people’s perspectives.

I by no means am always confident. I have my off days or even times when I feel like I’m not all that special but these things help me remember and gain confidence.

What do you do to improve your confidence?

Life Goals

Life Goals

Hey everyone! I have been thinking a lot lately about the goals for my life. I am in my sophomore year and before I know it I will be out in the world going to college and starting life as an adult.

1. Get married

I have always planned to get married and have a family. When I was younger I wanted to have 12 kids but now that I babysit and am around lots of kids I am having second thoughts. Four or five kids sounds more reasonable.

2. Be a ranch owner on the big island in Hawaii

My family and I visited the Big Island of Hawaii several years ago looking at a job on a wellness farm. Ever since that trip I have been day dreaming of owning a dude ranch there (away from the volcano of course).

3. I want to be a successful blogger

Just recently I have a newfound passion for blogging! It comes pretty easily and I love sharing little bits of my life. I feel that I have come a long way since I started and I know that there is more to improve.

4. Have my own business

Ever since I was little I was selling things. When I was six or seven I started a paper airplane business. That didn’t work out so well. Being an entrepreneur has always drawn me in. I don’t know what kind of business I would start/run but the idea excites me.

What are your plans for the future? What would you like to see me post about in the future?

Some Sad News.

Some Sad News.

Hello everyone, I bet you guys can tell by the title of this post that it is not a super peppy post.

I have taken an unplanned hiatus from posting because I have been trying to figure out what I am going to do about my YouTube channel. First my camera was making a weird sound so I switched to a different one. Then I wasn’t able to publish the videos that I was making. This has led me to the decision to discontinue my YouTube Channel.

I hope that you all understand and that I need to make the best decision for me. Sometimes your plan isn’t God’s plan so I am doing what I think is right. I will still be posting on my blog because I feel like this is the right tack and I just wandered off of it a little bit.

Love you all!

A Huge Announcement!

A Huge Announcement!

A week or so ago I heard that quote. That quote helped me decide what I’m about to tell you!

I am starting up my YouTube channel again!!

I have a goal to hit 100 subscribers by midnight on December 31st. With your help I have a chance of meeting this goal! If I hit 100 subscribers by midnight on the 31st I will do a giveaway!

Please share this post and let’s see if we can reach this goal! 😄

YouTube link: https://m.youtube.com/channel/UCTcos5AYI9bAhgqtRuYXOQg

#unpaintedgirls

#unpaintedgirls

A lot of us teen girls hide behind our makeup. My best friend decided that in 2019 she wants to be #unpaintedgirls

#unpaintedgirls means that she won’t be wearing any makeup except for special occasions like dances. Even then she won’t be wearing a ton.

I am going to join her in this exciting challenge. My friend and I hope that you guys will join us!

Post a picture of your beautiful face without makeup on social media with the hashtag #unpaintedgirls. Let’s see how many pictures can be posted before midnight on December 31st!